| Current music: | Panic At The Disco - That Green Gentleman (Things Have Changed) |
Here is my life right now:
I am a cook. Sometimes I cook things, sometimes I wash dishes, sometimes I watch other cooks cook things and then later I cook them.
I am a bookkeeper. I file invoices and daysheets reverse chronologically and then I calculate income and expenses. Sometimes I organise things for tax time. Also sometimes I page through the daysheets looking for people I know and then I find out that Kristy's ex-boyfriend had pretty clean teeth.
I am a super highly social person with mid-social friends. I'm kind of coming to grips with the idea that my friends might be happy with seeing me once or twice a month and that doesn't mean they don't think I'm awesome or whatever. It's still kind of hard to not be super clingy, though, because I think twice or three times a week would be about right. I'm pretty sure this means I need more friends. I'm concentrating on being thankful that they're not low-social people like my mom, who would really only like to see her friends seasonally.
I have a lot of songs banging around in my head right now but it's kind of pointless-seeming to work on them without any recording equipment to put things together. And it's pretty frustrating to be a really musical person and have some pretty interesting composition ideas and have basically not a lot of skill to make the ideas happen. I know when I have my piano it'll be a little easier because I am a trained pianist at least, but even that seems less and less a part of me as time goes.
I'm pretty happy basically but my life seems kind of boring and weird to me right now.
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